the sleeper and the dreamer

it's really not much about where I am heading to
I just don't want to stay in one place
because I hate my life being stationary
so I just give myself some destinations
and all I need to do is go for it
it's easy to feel insecure knowing that I will be in an unfamiliar place soon
it's kind of scary and exciting at the same time
wanderer
tourist
dreamer
sleeper
do I care what I am becoming?
or do I want to be somebody
maybe I just want to be who I am
so I travel
so I go to places I don't know
I read maps and history
I try to understand the local
I try to be a tourist
and I try to be a local
I want to be nobody
like a ghost
like wind
I gain age
but I don't want to get old